Caballo Horsemarket: French trotter mare for sale

With a heavy heart I put here an advertisement for my 6.5 year old trotter mare, which I own only since this year! It was love at first sight for me.
However, I still did not manage to open her heart so that she really feels safe with me. Our beginnings were difficult, but not because she is, but because she suffered a fracture of the stylus bone when she moved in, which had to be operated. She is strong in character and demands clear clarity from people, but absolutely no strict and above all no unfair behavior.Through a lot of ground work and absolute consistency + a lot of joy in getting to know each other, she became completely calm and reasonably relaxed. However, she reacts to new situations again and again with high tension, which can be regulated well, without strictness. She is only briefly ridden step and trot, gallop not, but she knows saddle and bridle and has no problem with it. She was in racing for four years and reacts with stress when you put too much pressure. I have put so much effort, so much strength, time + money invested and wanted to ride her only for leisure time and feel that I have no more strength or I am not the right one.
I experience them as very sensitive and extremely willing to learn, but rather suspicious of people!. The pencil leg fracture did not really bring us both together, so she also developed a wearing weakness due to the long standing and sparing! She has lost the shine in her eyes. I've done everything to make her feel good, but I feel like she needs someone else! She is absolutely not a beginner horse.I don't want to sell her (actually), but if there is someone out there who knows horses very well, is not rough and has a big heart + patience and is already safe in the saddle and maybe even can train her, I could imagine giving her away.
I give them absolutely only in good hands